Jenna discovered she is pansexual when she arrived at the Playboy Mansion (Picture: Myles Goode/@jenna_bentley_official)
Currently working as a model on OnlyFans, Jenna’s earning around seven figures a year with the help of 65,000 subscribers paying at least $9.99 (£7.52) a month.
She thought she was straight until she arrived at the Playboy Mansion when she was 18, and discovered her sexuality was more fluid.
Now Jenna identifies as pansexual, meaning she’s attracted to people regardless of their gender.
She’s been single for three years, and until recently, she hasn’t been interested in dating or having sex.
In fact, she says sex is something she ‘could live without’, and has been happy just seeing to her own needs and helping other people with their fantasies through her work on OnlyFans.
But, with things having opened up where she lives in Los Angeles, Jenna’s now hoping to meet people again and end her dry spell…
Warning: As you’d expect, this week’s diary features some explicit details about sex, so it’s definitely NSFW.
I have a photoshoot today in downtown LA, so I head over there to get started with hair, makeup and choosing my outfits.
Since joining OnlyFans, I have much more freedom and variety in my work, however, the shoot ends up taking way longer than expected.
By the end of the day, I’m exhausted but super happy with the outcome.
Even though I’m a model, it’s taken me a long time to feel confident in my own looks, as growing up I was always the girl who was ‘too tall’.
All the other girls were petite but I was bigger than the boys. It wasn’t until I was older that I realised what a blessing it was and learned to embrace it.
When I get home, all I want to do is relax in a bubble bath, but I have to pack for my next trip.
I manage to get an hour on the couch to wind down and then head to the airport.
I’m flying to New York to make a video with two women I know through work for our OnlyFans pages.
Up until recently, I haven’t felt many sexual urges but lately that side of me has been coming back out, and I’m excited to film with them.
While on the plane, I manage to nod off and have a really wet dream about one of the women I’m going to be working with.
When I wake up, first I worry that I might have moaned in my sleep but shrug it off. I’m not the shy type.
I do however feel a little nervous about the day ahead when I get to the studio, but I’m excited too.
People always assume that shooting explicit content is super sexy but in reality, it can be quite repetitive and boring. But today, everyone is in a great mood and the whole thing is very fun.
One of the women goes down on me while I play with another, and there’s a point where I’m so wet and turned on I actually shake with pleasure.
After the shoot, I have a podcast to record, and then I’m on the red-eye back to LA.
I finally land back in LA and immediately take an Uber home to shower and freshen up.
I’m exhausted but luckily I haven’t got much on today and so decide to dedicate some time to message my fans back.
Sexting is where I make a lot of money and after an hour, I find myself starting to get turned on.
The shoot yesterday has definitely helped reawaken something in me. I take a break to masturbate.
Usually, I use my hands, but now I’m in the mood for my vibrator, so I pull one out from my collection and go to town.
I then treat myself to sushi takeaway for dinner and stay up talking to my fans until 1am.
Having felt more sexual in the past few weeks, I think about whether I’m ready to start dating again.
Over the years, I’ve realised that I’m pansexual and attracted to the soul, not the gender, but that doesn’t mean I can’t appreciate the body it comes in.
Finding women attractive was a definite surprise to me after always thinking I was completely straight.
I think about the recent shoot and how turned on I was and wonder if I’m more attracted to women than men these days.
It has been over two years since I slept with a man.
Deciding that I’m overthinking things, I promise to just enjoy myself and to try and embrace whatever comes along.
I go to the gym to burn off some energy and clear my mind before heading home to catch up on emails and more messages.
Still feeling exhausted from taking two flights in one day earlier this week, I decide to take the day off to chill out and see friends.
But I only manage to go out for lunch and have a massage before I start to feel guilty about missing work.
So instead, the whole evening is spent responding to messages, supplying photos to fans and working on my new marketing strategies.
I head to bed early feeling satisfied that I’ve managed to balance work and my social life – a little bit, at least.
Working for yourself can be dangerous, and I’ve burned out before because I haven’t taken time off. But right now, I really feel like I’m in the zone, so I get up early to do more work.
There’s always something to do and I spend a few hours scheduling content for my Instagram and Twitter.
I go out for dinner in the evening with a friend and even head to a bar afterwards.
It feels so nice to be able to go out again after so long in lockdown.
The friend who I went out for dinner with is thrilled that I’m feeling sexier and texts me to say she wants to set me up with a woman she knows.
I call her to discuss it and lay in bed looking at the woman’s Instagram as she tells me all about her.
I have to admit that I’m starting to warm to the idea of meeting someone special.
After hanging up I immediately want to masturbate, which I can only think is a good omen.
I spend the rest of the day working with a huge smile on my face and stop two more times to masturbate.
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